A NIght of Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

Tired,
Happy,
Excited,
Nearly dying before,
Nearly laughing a whle ago,
But it was more of a sadness,
Than this reality I've been dreaming of,
I would rather call it frustration,
or just really goddam tired of what had just happened.
Damn, how could he be so nice, so loving, so childish!
It's all folded into one, I hate wha's happening now.